Friday, December 4, 2009

A Shocking Encounter

People are always judged by their looks and appearance. It's cruel yeah for some people who are not so lucky to be blessed with good looks and charms. Well, we know life sucks sometimes. It seems unfair, but is it really so? Ibelieve that people who are not blessed with beauty are blessed with something else. Like they say, when God closes a door, He opens another.But all the times, looks deceive us. 

Someone may seems nice but you never know for sure till you know her well enough. It's just a quaint notion that a beautiful, sweet and demure girl is all she is. The fact is, there's so much more you don't know about a person. Just because she dressed decently, doesn't mean that she is a nice person. She could be a pretender, a hypocrite or an imposter. While some girls who dress the way they like it and defy the norms of everyone else's dressing code are labelled as indecent and even bitches ad immoral and are not well-accepted by people of a particular community.

Even though the fact is that she might be nicer than the so-called goody two shoes. Ok, maybe she was just as bad, and maybe she is worst. but so what? She is not a hypocrite who is afraid to show her true color. not some coward hiding behind the veil of decent dressing and good manner. For me, being yourself is more important than being the person people want you to be. To do something only to be accepted is not cool. Life is to short not to live it to the fullest. In the end, people know who you really are. well, when you got caught red-handed at a supermarket in this case.As the saying goes, dont judge a book by its cover. But we always do that, don't we?

Well, me and my friends caught sight of that person today. She was the last person in the world that I thought would do such a thing. Everyone else seemed to think so too. We all thought of her as a very nice person but it happened that she is not such an angel. Ok, what she did was not something so bad, but nevertheless we were taken aback by that encounter. Reality IS stranger than fiction...

Oh yeah!

Today, I got no class. oh yeah!... So me and my friends went to Megamall. We intended to watched New Moon and Ninja Assassin but in the end we decided not to do so. We ended up going to McDonald's for lunch. I got myself a Big Mac combo. It was soo delicious.huhu.we had a great time chatting and wasting some times joking about a lot of things over scrumptious meals. Then we went to the cinema on the upper floor. We were thinking about watching a movie but then decided to watch it tomorrow or the day after at East Coast Mall. It'll be more fun there because it's a new cinema even though the place is quite far away from our campus. We bumped into some of our friends and classmates there. Next destination, as usual is karaoke box. Yihaa...our fave spot. We sang our heart out. It was a hell lotsa fun guys..Time passed quickly..then we bumped into this secret crush of mine with his awek. Oh shoot. I was in a good mood. Why did I have to see them together? I have liked him from our first encounter. I thought it was just infatuation. But then at the moment I saw him smiling at us, I felt something strange in my heart. Some jealousy I guess. From seeing him with her. God, it was a torture. I never thought I would fall in love with a guy who is not even cute. I mean the looks are always important to me in determining whether I like a guy or not. But with him it's different.There is something about him that attracts me, perhaps his personality. I can't quite put my finger on it. He has this cute face and nice personality, I mean cute not as in good-looking ok. Hope we can be together one day though.

I see two stars in summer's night,
Hovering, lost in blinding light,
Each so dull in heaven's net,
So each remains, as yet unmet.

But Fortune moves in strangest ways,
It lengthens nights, it shortens days,
May this night end and day begin,
And bring two lovers back again.

Well...I know it's just wishful thinking. Good old Miss Fortune, will you ever knock on my door?